GOD GAVE ME QUIET, AND THE FIRE OF HEAVEN!
Beautiful Monday to you!
There are times we feel we need to be alone to find our happiness.
It seems that even the unemployed are “busy” today. It is easy to “externalize yourself” through constant texting, messaging, emails, phone calls, meetings, gatherings, weather you work or not.
Soon enough, anyone can weave a web in the invisible world of mind. And soon after, one finds themselves constantly “outputting” to maintain the connections, but are they meaningful, enriching connections?
Or are they just an attempt to fill a space within with something so empty, that one risks becoming fatigued, even depressed from trying? I know many people that are wealthy enough that they don’t have to work and don’t.
You’d think they have all the time in the world to care for themselves and create happiness; believe me, when it’s time to give them even a simple healing program, many of them are too busy to participate in their own healing.
Many will travel the globe and spend hundreds of thousands of dollars looking for a pill that will feed them, bath them, exercise for them, love them, help them sleep, and provide the energy and sex drive to feel like they think they should from watching TV too much.
But try getting such people to stretch, walk down a different isle in the grocery store (the one with organic products), get to bed at a reasonable time, or, God forbid, meditate.
This is externalization of “self”.
Quite often, while working with stones, doing tai-chi, meditating, exercising, taking a nap, or completely spontaneously, I have visions, or hear poetic verse, or spontaneous insights within me. Frequently, they inform me of experiences to come.
Friday, after singing my 4 Doctor songs and rattling to start day of development work on a project I’m working on, I had such a message from my soul. Though I understood the message logically, and metaphysically, I didn’t yet realize what the message was pointing to.
This weekend began early for Vidya. She really wanted me to go into the desert with her to a yoga, music, and meditation event. I wanted to go but the tug inside me to be alone, and get some deep processing done was such that I didn’t think I could relax without following the pull of my intuition. Vidya and I parted company at the end of the workday Thursday.
I came to my office here in Heaven each day since. I had a lot of time alone, with the beauty of the land. Between periods of drawing diagrams, distilling concepts, and editing my writings, I would go outside and exercise a little.
Sunday, I was enjoying a beautiful, peaceful morning, walking in the garden and enjoying the sun and all the beauty. I looked around me and saw how amazingly beautiful my office garden and area have become.
I realized that Vidya had done the lion’s share of all of this herself. The little woman that she is, I looked out my window the other day to see her literally dragging quarter chunks of a tree out of the congested area of the garden by hand.
It was like watching a 13-year-old boy trying to hold a sheep while his father tries to sheer it. She’s very strong and capable, and I love to see her exercise, so I didn’t try and rescue her.
There are rock stacks all around me that she built. Each one of them, an acupuncture needle placed in the garden with love. They have become perches that lizards and birds seem to share happily together.
As I was experiencing a flood of love and gratitude for Vidya, and all that she adds to my life every day, I noticed smoke rising from the orchard just across the fields in the valley at our back window.
At first, I thought maybe they were doing a controlled burn in the orchards there. Naturally, living in a (very) high danger area for fires, I got concerned.
The fire continued to grow! The smoke was filling the air, like a dull cloud. I watched a little while, but thinking it was the local orchard owner dong a controlled burn, I didn’t get too worked up; but my mind was constantly “witnessing” as the air got more and more smoky.
All the sudden, it got VERY loud! It was as though a military movement was taking place in the air, and on land all around me. I looked out my window from my desk where I sit as I type this and right in front of me was a water-bomber helicopter.
As you can see in the photo (sorry for the poor quality. I was rushing), it hovered a couple feet off the surface of the lake right next to me. It was filling with water.
I looked up to see two water bomber airplanes flying in low, right over my head on decent to the fire. The air strikes were fast and furious. The helicopter probably made eight trips to the lake at the edge of our property here. In a few hours, it was out and under control.
THE GIFT
As the fire was happening, I was moving around the property to get better vantage points to see what was going on. I didn’t know if we may get evacuated any moment. There were cop trucks all around the area.
I tried to call Vidya just to let her know what was happening, since I felt she would want to know. I couldn’t reach her. I then called Penny and texted her some photos (and Vidya). I let her know they were in full attack mode and it looks like they will control the fire.
Once the smoke settled and I knew our place was safe, I happened to look at what I’d written and drawn on the board.
I immediately recognized my feelings of the joy of being alone to have time to do my inner-process work. As the risk of the fire grew, I could only think of how sad it would be to loose this place we love so much, and have such a loving, connected relationship with, were to burn. The pain of having so many animal friends, plant friends, and watching the destruction of people’s homes and land made me realize that we all love, and need each other.
As this event took place, I could never have been depressed, regardless of how depressed I was before the fire began to attract attention from the fire department. Regardless of how emotional or angry I may have been toward any of my neighbors, I would have forgotten it all and done anything to help them.
I felt the connection in the fabric of life tearing before me. It was as though the fire was opening a gate to another dimension, but one that we can’t enjoy fresh vegetables, lifting rocks, or dancing naked in the flesh.
Would I want to go there, or possibly be alone there?
I realized that my vision and what I wrote was a little reminder to myself, that God does give us quite, and the chance to be all alone. But when we have it, something inside us often can’t resist connecting to others. Sharing.
It is as if being still, centered, without need, is so powerful, it explodes from within us. It is as though we’ve been so still, for sooo long, that we must drink from the river of movement (life).
This event reminded me that the Universe, and the world is such that it has only itself to love and appreciate. With all the silence and vast emptiness of the Universe, it decided to create galaxies of stars, planets, moons, comets, asteroids, and all beings of nature.
As I watched this fire, all alone here, I could only think of all the love that Penny, Vidya and I have put into this land. All the amazing non-human relationships we have here, and how amazingly nourishing they are hung in the balance before me.
I realized that when I’m all alone, dead quiet, deep in meditation, or even sleep, the soul of me constantly reaches out to touch all that I love. I awaken to myself from these experiences, often thinking, “yes, I must remember to call my mother”, or “my son”, or some other person that shares love with me.
Then, in the middle of a firestorm, my heart racing, my emotional body reaching out into nature to hold the hands of my friends, what am I doing?
I’m reaching for the phone again, to call the people that love me, that I love to hold hands and use our spirits to blow rain on the fire with the fire department.
The fire is gone now. All my little friends are safe. Vidya is home safe. Penny is home safe too; and looking HOT by the way!
I am not happy. I am not sad.
Blissful is the only word that works for me right now.
As my day here finished yesterday, I began rebuilding my water charger to handle large 5 gallon glass bottles. This is an active meditation for me.
I do not use my intellectual mind at any point in this process. I just “feel” and “listen”, and when I have the right stone, I feel calm and centered. If I pick it up and walk in the wrong direction, I feel a pull; I’m leaving my center.
After a few hours of hard work, and lots of sweating in the heat, I stopped here for the evening so I had time to go home and have a sauna and watch a movie with Penny.
As I was handling the stones, particularly the black lava, I realized they had been through the fire, yet here they were again, involved in the creation in the acts of love and joy with me!
I can’t say for sure that I will make it through the fire to love again, but I can say for sure that the spirits they once were, are here again to love with me again.
Love and chi,
Paul Chek
CREATING HAPPINESS – BOOK REVIEW – “JUNK REPS DISCUSSION”
Happy Thursday to You!
Welcome to my blog today.
In this blog, I cover the following topics in this order:
1. SIMPLE (zen) WAYS TO CREATE HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE
- Highlights on my May 25, 2013 zen In The Garden Workshop
2. Book Review: Funding Your Bigger Future, by Phil Randazzo, MBA
3. Junk Repetitions and Exercise: A short video explanation with Mike Salemi and I.
1. SIMPLE (zen) WAYS TO CREATE HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE and zen In The Garden, with Paul Chek
You were born with potential.
You were born with goodness and trust.
You were born with ideals and dreams.
You were born with greatness.
You were born with wings.
You are not meant for crawling, so don’t.
You have wings.
Learn to use them and fly.
~ Jalaluddin Rumi ~
When it comes to creating happiness for ourselves, Rumi does a beautiful job of making it clear what the pathway is.
We were all born with potential.
When we learn to exercise our potential to be other than happy in our general self-expression, we are in the practice of flipping coins, and consciously or unconsciously predicting “tails”.
When we learn that happiness is avoiding fear, oddly, learn to need something to fear to be happy. This is like looking for a dirty plate to put your birthday cake on.
You were born with ideals and dreams.
Wholeness is the overarching principle of The Universe.
There is nothing here on earth, or within ourselves that could be here as a cause in and of itself; the world could not give birth to itself, and neither can you or I.
We depend on the earth for our survival.
The earth depends on the sun and moon for it’s survival.
The solar system is a harmonic balancer for the sun.
The sun is a star, in a sea of stars called the Milky Way, which is but one sea of stars in an infinite, possibly eternal sea of stars.
Because Wholeness is the overarching truth of life, we must each be individual expressions of that Wholeness.
Just as each bird naturally knows where it fits and functions in a formation, and finds its migratory path without a compass or GPS, we each naturally come to know where we fit into life, and how to express our “humanness” authentically.
Each step of the way in my life, I’ve encountered the inner-feeling of either flow and joy of learning by doing, or, I’ve experienced inner-resistance.
When I stuck with the feelings of flow and joy, I learned quickly and mastery came easily. When I stuck with what was most often what others told me I should or had to do, I felt inner-resistance emerge.
As a child and young man, I found it less painful and stressful to deal with the backlash of being honest about my needs than to buckle under the pressures from others. Therefore, I was often labeled as a bad boy, a troublemaker.
Today, my professional experiences as a life coach have shown me that most of the children who were “good girls and boys who always got their homework done and learned to button their lips”, are still looking for their dreams, or have convinced themselves that their deepest, most sincere desires, are but dreams.
I was blessed to have the sun sitting right under my chest, and it is sitting under yours right now too!
The path to finding our natural state of inner-well-being, or “happiness”, is one of learning to feel and follow the natural flow of our life. Each of us is as a puzzle piece, expressing perfectly, the outward illusion of separateness, yet we cannot receive, nor give love without others.
My path in life has taught me that when I’m feeling inner-resistance or pain, to slow down. Stop if necessary. I look into my imaginary crystal ball and ask myself:
1. What will my life be like in a tomorrow if I keep living this way?
2. What will my life be like in a month if I keep living this way?
3. What will my life be like in a year if I keep living this way?
If I’m not clear enough by the time I look a year forward, I keep going until I feel clear enough to make a decision and stick with it.
In my diagram above, the river on the left represents The River Of Life (TAO). The sidewalk with a door to no-where represents the Eternal Return. The window with the partial sun above and the partial earth below and the sign wave symbol in the middle represents all that you know and remember yourself to be.
In the state of emptiness, free of expectation or desire for “this”, or for “that”, you come to realize as you look through the doorway on the path in front of you, that the picture in the window can never be complete because you are what is missing!
Not realizing this leads to a life of face lifts, boob jobs, penis enlargements, fake butts, fake abs, fake degrees and titles, lots of make-up, etc… Our happiness becomes our face.
But life is a lot like hockey in that there are regular “face-offs”.
In our youth, we often face-off with others. By the middle of our life, we usually grow enough awareness to begin to realize that the real “face-off” is with ourselves.
We come to know this because each day as we put our “face(s)” on, they become heavier, and we get more and more tired (of maintaining them).
As our wisdom grows, we get wise. Wisdom appears as a living pilot-wave, that guides you out of your darkness and insecurities.
Wisdom teaches you to be a child again: open, fresh, innocent and playful! Wisdom grows itself by playing more, for it finds that playing encourages loving and loving encourages growth and celebration.
COME GET YOUR “FACE OFF” and “GET HAPPY” WITH ME and PLAY AT zen In The Garden!
I have used rock lifting for many years to help as a meditation, and stress reduction too, as well as an excellent form of overall conditioning.
When I’m in my rock gardens (the one above at home and the one at my office ), I can let go of the world and be present with the process of unbound creation. I can enjoy seeing the animal and human-like images and shapes in the stones; I’m imitating one above.
The same thing in school use to get me kicked out of class, but now it “keeps me in the class of life!”
HAPPINESS IS “FIRE MANAGEMENT”
The sun picks us up out of the water and gives us life, just as it does with all living things. Yet, we know where there is sun without water, there is a desert. We also know that water can’t exist without earth, just as the earth cannot live without sun, water or air.
The biggest majority of the people ranging from professional athletes to business executives, house wives, and children, are suffering pain and stress that most often relates to what I call “fire management”.
Fire is the chief element of transformation. The fire element is represented by the qualities of being hot and dry.
Fire is counterbalanced by the water element, which is cold and wet.
As our culture has turned outward to find itself in the mirror, we have lost touch with the fact that who we are is inside us.
We put huge amounts of time and energy into achieving some form of success, be it financial, intellectual, athletic, or otherwise, often ending up feeling less satiated and alive than we thought we’d be when we started.
Sometimes, we are so self-gratified with our mode of self-expression, we get lost in it; this is called over-training when it occurs in an athlete’s life.
IF YOU WANT TO BE A STAR, YOU’VE GOT TO LEARN TO PLAY WITH FIRE!
–Osho
In my upcoming zen In The Garden workshop, I made “fire management” the theme of our day together.
In our last workshop, we explored the water element in our lives and how to express more water/yin energy through our creativity in nature and in our personal lives. This is helpful for most people because learning to manage your water energy (cooling) is essential to learning to manage your fire energy (heating).
I learned, with regular practice in my zen rock garden, how to effectively manage my fire. I learned that if you try to do things alone that are best done with a partner, you can get hurt, loosing both your fire and your blood.
This made me more aware; A better manager of my inner-fire; A more patient man.
I learned that you can’t use your fire energy (outgoing, masculine energy) effectively unless you can generate, and commit enough fire to meet your basic biological needs.
I learned that if you eat well, drink enough water, sleep well, but don’t learn to stay focused, present, you can waste a lot of your fire, and feel coked, but unfulfilled.
This often leads to “wishing we had time, or energy to do the tings we say we want to do.”
I’d love to share as much of my wisdom with you as I can about how to manage your creative fire. Managing your creative fire is as an essential component in the process of creating happiness through your self-expression.
My upcoming zen In The Garden one-day workshop, is next weekend, Saturday, May 25.
I will include a variety of body-mind integration exercises, breathing and lifting techniques, and the chance to learn to create beauty in nature while keeping yourself in incredibly good shape!
To see my workshop outline or register or to register zen In The Garden Workshop, or view testimonials from past participants, please click here: zen-in-the-Garden
See you soon!
2. BOOK REVIEW
I have the blessing, as a teacher, of having students that not only apply my teachings in their own life, but writing beautiful books about unique ways to live holistically.
In a brand new book titled, Funding Your Bigger Future, by Phil Randazzo, MBA, you can gain an incredible, holistic view and approach to creating financial freedom for yourself.
Phil Randazzo and his son are CHEK HLC 1 Practitioners. Phil has done a beautiful job of bringing a holistic view to financial planning and creating financial freedom for ourselves. He is very experienced in this field, and his book is clear, simple, easy to follow, and essential reading for anyone wanting the joy of financial freedom.
I really enjoyed reading Phil’s book and was very happy to share a testimonial, which appears on the back of his beautiful new book.
Feel free to visit Phi’s web site or send him an email with your own thoughts: http://philrandazzo.com or phil@nevadabenefits.com
3. JUNK REPETITIONS AND EXERCISE: A short video explanation with Mike Salemi and I.
In a recent blog, I shared some photos of Mike Salemi, Kettlebell competitor and I working together on his program. While I was coaching Mike, he took some footage of me explaining why training to failure = training to fail in most instances of athletic conditioning.
I hope you enjoy this short video explanation:
I hope you have a great weekend!
I’d love to have as many of you as we can handle for the upcoming zen-In-The-Garden Workshop so feel free to register here if you are interested: zen-In-The-Garden
I’m taking the day off of my normal workweek tomorrow to work on my public health program but I will be with you all in spirit. I will be working to share with you from my heart.
Love and chi,
Paul Chek
WHAT DO I DO TO CREATE HAPPINESS WHEN I FEEL STUCK IN LIFE?
We all have periods of feeling stuck in life.
When we experience the feelings of “stuckness”, we are experiencing stress.
Having studied the biographies of at least 150 of the worlds greatest thinkers, producers and creative geniuses, I can assure you that even the people who seem the most successful on the “outside” have their fair share of challenges “inside”.
We often forget, as we watch someone deliver a beautiful song on stage, or give a speech at a meeting, or winning a race, that they are often confronting their own fears, insecurities, and dealing with untold number of expectations from others.
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MY IR SAUNA DETOX TIPS & MIKE SALEMI TRAINING
I’m Loving life and feeling terrific!
I wanted to take some time today to talk about Infrared Saunas, And How They Help You Feel Amazing!
Over the last month of having an HealthMate infrared sauna in our home has been like having our own personal retreat, wellness center, and de-stressing zone! It’s been lovely to see Penny enjoy some quiet, self-healing relaxation time in the IR sauna – especially during the past few weeks!
My IR sauna is a perfect work-in tool!
I’ve had an interest in infra red sauna technology for some time. When I initially read research on this technology, it was logical and well researched. I began seeking out opportunities to try different IR saunas as I traveled the world teaching. I found that I enjoyed some of them, but others were too small, and often didn’t generate enough heat to satisfy my needs, even when on the highest temperature.
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WHAT IS HAPPINESS (Pt. 2.) and THE SEXYBACK SUMMIT
It’s a Great Day to Be ALIVE!
Happiness is a state of being.
We each determine what does and doesn’t create happiness for us.
As a culture, we are conditioned to ask others, “what makes you happy?”
This question exposes our cultural idea that happiness is something that is induced by something outside you, like a pill. What you hear as answers to the typical “what makes you happy?” question is usually something like, “my car”, “my new computer”, “my boy/girlfriend”, etc. These are all expressions of dependency.
A better question, when someone’s happiness is truly an interest to you is, “What ways do you create happiness for yourself?”
WHAT IS HAPPINESS?
Happy Day to ALL!
What is Happiness?
I propose that happiness is the state of well-being.
For me, well-being is a state in which I feel my needs are met, and/or being met in a way that is congruent with my core values. A state of functional balance in which I meet my needs, yet have the freedom to explore my wants.
I drew the picture of the clown (above) as a gift to Daniel and Dianna, from the Raw Brahs after a long conversation about life, learning, and looking out for authentic opportunities for growth – for life experience.
Wheel Rolls Round The Table
Happy Thursday All!
I’m taking the day partially off today to rest, catch up on some client and colleague correspondence, and then some quiet time. I’m working with a client all day tomorrow and so I’ll enjoy every minute of Dr Quiet today 
Please enjoy my Tao-Te-zen sutra: Wheel Rolls Round The Table
Have you seen the stars?
How they roll through space and time – as a wheel?
Who is driving? Who is meeting at these roundtables-is it you?
At the head of every roundtable is Great Mother. She directs men and women.
Humanity, they are her Stars.
Efficient is the wheelbarrow
Joy is the cart; the right pressure keeps the tire rolling.
Zen practice is as a river stone
Going wherever the river goes, torrents make it soft and smooth
Nice to hold in your hand
Beautiful in your garden.
Pressure is the man pushing ~ the woman pulling.
Do you want to move?
Equanimity brings rest, peace, stillness.
Zen is “moving stillness” in your garden
Leaving lines of rhythm and flow, in which the wind knows where to go.
Zen honors the morning breeze as an aid to rake and leaves.
Zen is the rounded stone
Assuring the water it’s never alone.
Zen is the roundtable its axis is your home.
Let’s practice zen together.
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TIPS FOR RESOLVING CONFLICT ON OUR DREAM TEAM (PT. 3)
Happy Wednesday to you!
Managing Communications During Challenges
Communication through nonviolent means is a skill that isn’t woven into the fabric of most cultures. We now have thousands of years of experience under the influences of kings, pharos, governmental leaders, military leaders, and power figures of a variety of types.
The sad result of this environment is that we’ve imported the very communication styles and behaviors common to those we’ve felt repressed and controlled by into our own homes!
I have empathy and compassion for those that have been shaped by such misfortunes. I used to hate how my father spoke to me commanding without any respect for my wants, feelings and needs. I swore to myself that if I was ever a father, I’d never do that to my son!
Well, life can come with some interesting twists at times. Jumping forward, my son was born when I’d just turned 18. When I was 22, I joined the US Army and became a paratrooper in the 82nd Airborne Division.
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TIPS FOR RESOLVING CONFLICT ON OUR DREAM TEAM (PT. 2)
Beautiful Day to All!
Communication Essentials
The number of times I’ve allowed my emotions to inflame, and disrupt my ability to communicate effectively is significant. There comes a time in our life when, if we are willing, we begin to see patterns emerging.
It may be that you recognize that every time you talk to your mother or father that you get triggered and react in ways that you realize don’t really represent who you choose to be “now”.
It could be that you keep hearing people of importance to you say, “you don’t listen to me when I’m talking to you”!
To help me learn to communicate better, my mother and her husband, Alex, offered to teach me the basics of non-violent communication (see: www.cnvc.org for info and resources).
TIPS FOR RESOLVING CONFLICT ON YOUR DREAM TEAM (Pt. 1)
Happy Monday!
It’s a great day to be Alive!
Dream teams represent groups of people who have come together to accomplish an objective that offers mutual gain for everyone involved.
Dream teams often include family members, friends, and a variety of other people who may contribute in a wide variety of ways, such as technicians. Experience provides evidence that even among the most loving family members and friends on dream teams, conflicts do arise.
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